Tiếng Người của Phan Việt

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\u0110ang \u0111\u1ecdc d\u1edf (\u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c m\u1ed9t n\u1eeda) Ti\u1ebfng Ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u1ee7a Phan Vi\u1ec7t. V\u0103n nh\u1eb9 v\u00e0 trong, nh\u01b0 \u1ea9n ch\u1ee9a, d\u1ef1 b\u00e1o m\u1ed9t n\u1ed7i bu\u1ed3n v\u1ec1 s\u1ef1 b\u1ea5t to\u00e0n c\u1ee7a con ng\u01b0\u1eddi, s\u1ef1 m\u1ecfng m\u1ea3nh c\u1ee7a h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac, nh\u01b0 l\u1eddi x\u00e1c nh\u1eadn r\u1eb1ng m\u1ed7i con ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u1ed3n t\u1ea1i tr\u00ean th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi n\u00e0y r\u1ea5t c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n, v\u00e0 ch\u1eb3ng ai c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u1ea5p \u0111\u1ea7y \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c s\u1ef1 c\u00f4 \u0111\u01a1n \u0111\u00f3, cho d\u00f9 \u0111\u00f3 c\u00f3 l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi m\u00e0 m\u00ecnh mu\u1ed1n v\u00e0 s\u1eb5n s\u00e0ng \u0111i t\u1edbi t\u1eadn cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi c\u00f9ng h\u1ecd. Nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt trong truy\u1ec7n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c kh\u1eafc h\u1ecda kh\u00e1 tinh t\u1ebf, nh\u1ea5t l\u00e0 nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt nam. C\u00e2u v\u0103n ng\u1eafn, gi\u1ea3n d\u1ecb, trong s\u00e1ng, nhi\u1ec1u c\u00e2u \u0111\u1eb9p nh\u01b0ng \u0111\u00f4i ch\u1ed7 \u0111\u1ecdc l\u00ean c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng \"tr\u00f4i\" l\u1eafm.

Quen bi\u1ebft v\u1edbi Phan Vi\u1ec7t c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e2u (5-6 n\u0103m) nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i c\u0169ng ch\u01b0a \u0111\u1ecdc nhi\u1ec1u t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m c\u1ee7a Phan Vi\u1ec7t. \u1ede m\u1ed9t s\u1ed1 truy\u1ec7n ng\u1eafn hay t\u00f9y b\u00fat tr\u01b0\u1edbc kia, c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c Phan Vi\u1ec7t v\u1eabn th\u00edch g\u00e2y \u1ea5n t\u01b0\u1ee3ng, v\u1edbi c\u1ea3m x\u00fac c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t c\u00f4 g\u00e1i tr\u1ebb \u0111\u1ea7y th\u00edch th\u00fa v\u00e0 mu\u1ed1n kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1ed9t th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi m\u1edbi m\u1ebb v\u00e0 h\u1ea5p d\u1eabn v\u00e0 mu\u1ed1n truy\u1ec1n l\u1ea1i c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c mu\u1ed1n kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 \u1ea5y cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi sau, \u0111\u00f4i khi h\u01a1i khi\u00ean c\u01b0\u1ee1ng. Nh\u01b0ng \u1edf Phan Vi\u1ec7t c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t th\u1ebf m\u1ea1nh, kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 ki\u1ebfn th\u1ee9c do \u0111i nhi\u1ec1u, \u0111\u1ecdc nhi\u1ec1u nh\u01b0 nhi\u1ec1u ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00f3i v\u1ec1 Phan Vi\u1ec7t (t\u00f4i ngh\u0129 c\u00e1i \u0111\u00f3 quan tr\u1ecdng nh\u01b0ng kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i qu\u00e1 quan tr\u1ecdng v\u1edbi nh\u00e0 v\u0103n) m\u00e0 l\u00e0 \u1edf s\u1ef1 nh\u1ea1y c\u1ea3m trong vi\u1ec7c n\u1eafm t\u00e2m l\u00fd nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt v\u00e0 t\u1ea1o ra \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c t\u00ecnh hu\u1ed1ng cho vi\u1ec7c th\u1ec3 hi\u1ec7n t\u00e2m l\u00fd \u0111\u00f3. Nh\u01b0 trong Ph\u00f9 Phi\u1ebfm truy\u1ec7n, c\u00f3 nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt K.- m\u1ed9t nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt th\u00fa v\u1ecb v\u1edbi c\u00e1i tr\u1ec5 n\u1ea3i h\u01a1i m\u1ec9a mai v\u1eeba mang tinh th\u1ea7n th\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea1i (m\u1ed9t nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt h\u01a1i c\u00f3 x\u00ec tai Nguy\u1ec5n Vi\u1ec7t H\u00e0) nh\u01b0ng c\u0169ng c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng n\u00e9t ri\u00eang c\u00f3 t\u00ednh c\u00e1 nh\u00e2n trong \u0111\u00f3. Nh\u01b0ng \u1edf truy\u1ec7n ng\u1eafn n\u00e0y, Phan Vi\u1ec7t ch\u1ec9 \u0111i\u1ec3m xuy\u1ebft ch\u1ea5m ph\u00e1 ch\u1ee9 kh\u00f4ng mu\u1ed1n (ho\u1eb7c ch\u01b0a \u0111\u1ee7 t\u1ef1 tin) \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111i s\u00e2u h\u01a1n, l\u00e0m r\u00f5 t\u00e2m l\u00fd nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt n\u00e0y. Nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt Duy trong ti\u1ec3u thuy\u1ebft Ti\u1ebfng Ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f3 s\u1ef1 ph\u00e1t tri\u1ec3n s\u00e2u h\u01a1n v\u1ec1 m\u1eb7t t\u00e2m l\u00fd, v\u00e0 mang trong m\u00ecnh m\u1ed9t s\u1ef1 giao thoa v\u0103n h\u00f3a v\u00e0 th\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea1i. Anh thu\u1ed9c v\u1ec1 th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi hay H\u00e0 N\u1ed9i? s\u1ef9 phu\/tr\u00ed th\u1ee9c (nh\u01b0 cha anh) hay th\u1ecb d\u00e2n\/doanh nh\u00e2n (nh\u01b0 Ho\u00e0ng)? N\u1ebfu nh\u01b0 b\u1ea1n \u0111i qua n\u1eeda th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi trong 10 n\u0103m tr\u01b0\u1edbc khi tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i s\u1ed1ng \u1edf H\u00e0 N\u1ed9i, b\u1ea1n s\u1ebd c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y th\u1ebf n\u00e0o?

Tuy m\u1edbi \u0111\u1ecdc n\u1eeda cu\u1ed1n truy\u1ec7n n\u00e0y (c\u1ea3m \u01a1n t\u00e1c gi\u1ea3 \u0111\u00e3 t\u1eb7ng s\u00e1ch!) nh\u01b0ng c\u0169ng c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y t\u00e1c gi\u1ea3 \u0111\u00e3 d\u00e0nh nhi\u1ec1u t\u00e2m huy\u1ebft cho cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch n\u00e0y, ng\u00f2i b\u00fat v\u1eefng ch\u00e3i v\u00e0 t\u1ef1 tin. V\u00e0 n\u00f3i chung, \u0111\u00e2y l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch r\u1ea5t \u0111\u00e1ng \u0111\u1ecdc, c\u00f3 l\u1ebd trong s\u1ed1 kh\u00e1 \u00edt \u1ecfi c\u00e1c t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m th\u1ef1c s\u1ef1 \u0111\u00e1ng ch\u00fa \u00fd c\u1ee7a th\u1ebf h\u1ec7 sinh sau 1975.


Ti\u1ebfng ng\u01b0\u1eddi - Phan Vi\u1ec7t t\u1ef1 gi\u1edbi thi\u1ec7u

\"TT - T\u00f4i bi\u1ebft qui lu\u1eadt b\u1ea5t th\u00e0nh v\u0103n: nh\u00e0 v\u0103n kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c t\u1ef1 \"l\u0103ng x\u00ea\u201d t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. Nh\u01b0ng \u0111\u00e2y kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t b\u00e0i l\u0103ngx\u00ea s\u00e1ch. \u0110\u00e2y \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t b\u00e0i gi\u1edbi thi\u1ec7u c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e0m ngh\u1ec1 v\u1ec1 s\u1ea3n ph\u1ea9m c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. N\u00f3 l\u00e0 h\u00e0nh vi cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng \u0111\u1ec3 ho\u00e0n ch\u1ec9nh qui tr\u00ecnh vi\u1ebft m\u1ed9t t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m. Sau \u0111\u00e2y, d\u00f9 cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u00e1nh gi\u00e1 nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o, t\u00f4i c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 l\u1eafng nghe.

V\u1eady t\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i g\u00ec v\u1ec1 cu\u1ed1n Ti\u1ebfng ng\u01b0\u1eddi? \u0110\u1ea7u ti\u00ean cho ph\u00e9p t\u00f4i t\u00f3m t\u1eaft cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch: Ti\u1ebfng ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00f3i v\u1ec1 kho\u1ea3ng th\u1eddi gian n\u0103m th\u00e1ng trong cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi m\u1ed9t \u0111\u00f4i v\u1ee3 ch\u1ed3ng tr\u1ebb \u0111\u00e3 s\u1ed1ng nhi\u1ec1u n\u0103m \u1edf M\u1ef9 r\u1ed3i v\u1ec1 l\u1ea1i H\u00e0 N\u1ed9i. Trong n\u0103m th\u00e1ng \u0111\u00f3 h\u1ecd v\u1eabn r\u1ea5t y\u00eau nhau trong khi v\u1eabn ngh\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c theo c\u00e1i l\u1ed1i m\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1eddi c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 g\u1ecdi l\u00e0 \"ngo\u1ea1i t\u00ecnh\". \"Ngo\u1ea1i t\u00ecnh\" m\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng ngo\u1ea1i t\u00ecnh b\u1edfi v\u00ec h\u1ecd kh\u00f4ng h\u1ec1 d\u1eb1n v\u1eb7t.

T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ecdn h\u00f4n nh\u00e2n l\u00e0m \u0111\u1ec1 t\u00e0i b\u1edfi v\u00ec n\u00f3 l\u00e0 s\u1ef1 h\u1ee3p nh\u1ea5t cao nh\u1ea5t v\u1ec1 m\u1eb7t h\u00ecnh th\u1ee9c m\u00e0 hai c\u00e1 th\u1ec3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u01a1n l\u1ebb trong \u0111\u1eddi s\u1ed1ng c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 c\u00f3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c v\u1edbi nhau b\u1eb1ng l\u1ef1a ch\u1ecdn c\u00f3 \u00fd th\u1ee9c (t\u00ecnh cha m\u1eb9, anh em l\u00e0 th\u1ee9 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta kh\u00f4ng l\u1ef1a ch\u1ecdn \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c). T\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n bi\u1ebft c\u00e1i h\u1ee3p nh\u1ea5t c\u00f3 \u00fd ch\u00ed n\u00e0y c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0m nh\u1eefng g\u00ec v\u1edbi con ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1ee3c l\u1ea1i con ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng l\u1ef1a ch\u1ecdn g\u00ec v\u1edbi n\u00f3. T\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n bi\u1ebft c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 x\u00f3a m\u1edd bi\u00ean \u0111\u1ed9 c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2u, c\u00e1i g\u00ec b\u1ecb m\u1ea5t th\u1eadt s\u1ef1 v\u00e0 c\u00e1i g\u00ec b\u1ecb m\u1ea5t \u0111i m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch \u01b0\u1edbc l\u1ec7 trong s\u1ef1 x\u00f3a m\u1edd \u0111\u00f3. Cao h\u01a1n,
t\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n bi\u1ebft t\u1eeb s\u1ef1 x\u00f3a m\u1edd \u0111\u00f3, \u0111\u00e2u l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng c\u00e2u h\u1ecfi th\u1eadt s\u1ef1 m\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta c\u1ea7n ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n v\u00e0 tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi trong cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng; \u0111\u00e2u l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng c\u00e2u h\u1ecfi c\u00f3 t\u00ednh tu t\u1eeb. T\u00f4i tin vi\u1ec7c ph\u00e2n bi\u1ec7t r\u00f5 hai tr\u1ea1ng th\u00e1i ph\u00e2n v\u00e2n n\u00e0y l\u00e0 m\u1ea5u ch\u1ed1t mang l\u1ea1i h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac cho con ng\u01b0\u1eddi.

V\u1eady Ti\u1ebfng ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f3 l\u00e0m \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u1eefng g\u00ec t\u00f4i \u0111\u1eb7t ra kh\u00f4ng? C\u00e2u tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi l\u00e0: t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng v\u00e0 t\u00f4i v\u1eabn b\u1ea5t l\u1ef1c trong l\u00fac c\u1ed1 d\u00f9ng ng\u00f4n t\u1eeb \u0111\u1ec3 d\u1ef1ng l\u1ea1i v\u00e0 d\u1ef1ng n\u00ean cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng c\u1ee7a hai nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt ch\u00ednh.

T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ecdc n\u00f3 h\u00e0ng tr\u0103m l\u1ea7n trong l\u00fac vi\u1ebft, s\u1eeda, vi\u1ebft l\u1ea1i, s\u1eeda l\u1ea1i, r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i s\u1eeda l\u1ea1i n\u1eefa... cho \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00fac t\u00f4i c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c thu\u1ed9c l\u00f2ng v\u00e0 \"b\u1ed9i th\u1ef1c\" v\u1edbi cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch... khi\u1ebfn t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i b\u1ecf n\u00f3 m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi gian r\u1ed3i l\u1ea1i quay l\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ecdc n\u00f3 nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u1ea1... v\u00e0 l\u1ea1i s\u1eeda n\u1eefa, s\u1eeda n\u1eefa. M\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch th\u00e0nh th\u1eadt, m\u1ed7i m\u1ed9t l\u1ea7n quay l\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ecdc, c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng \u0111o\u1ea1n l\u00e0m t\u00f4i b\u1ef1c m\u00ecnh (v\u00e0 b\u00e2y gi\u1edd c\u0169ng v\u1eabn b\u1ef1c m\u00ecnh), nh\u01b0ng nh\u00ecn chung t\u00f4i v\u1eabn c\u00f2n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 x\u00fac \u0111\u1ed9ng v\u00e0 theo d\u00f5i cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch sau khi \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ecdc v\u00e0 s\u1eeda n\u00f3 nhi\u1ec1u l\u1ea7n - \u0111\u1ea5y l\u00e0 d\u1ea5u hi\u1ec7u cho t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft n\u00f3 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 c\u00f3 ch\u1ed7 \u0111\u1ee9ng trong l\u00f2ng b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ecdc.

V\u1edbi m\u1ed7i m\u1ed9t nh\u00e0 v\u0103n, d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 lu\u00f4n c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m c\u00f3 t\u00ednh b\u1ea3n l\u1ec1 trong s\u1ef1 nghi\u1ec7p v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng c\u1ee7a h\u1ecd. N\u00f3 th\u01b0\u1eddng kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m xu\u1ea5t s\u1eafc nh\u1ea5t nh\u01b0ng \u0111\u1ea5y l\u00e0 t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m m\u00e0 \u1edf \u0111\u00f3 h\u1ecd h\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nhi\u1ec1u nh\u1ea5t; sau n\u00f3, h\u1ecd bi\u1ebft h\u1ecd s\u1ebd theo \u0111u\u1ed5i v\u0103n ch\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u00e0 h\u1ecd \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1eb7t n\u1ec1n m\u00f3ng cho s\u1ef1 theo \u0111u\u1ed5i n\u00e0y trong l\u00fac c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng ho\u00e0n th\u00e0nh t\u00e1c ph\u1ea9m v\u1eeba r\u1ed3i. V\u1edbi t\u00f4i, Ti\u1ebfng ng\u01b0\u1eddi h\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 ch\u00ednh l\u00e0 cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch \u0111\u00f3.

Xin tr\u00e2n tr\u1ecdng gi\u1edbi thi\u1ec7u ti\u1ec3u thuy\u1ebft m\u1edbi c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i - Ti\u1ebfng ng\u01b0\u1eddi - do t\u1ee7 s\u00e1ch Tu\u1ed5i Tr\u1ebb v\u00e0 NXB Tr\u1ebb ph\u1ed1i h\u1ee3p xu\u1ea5t b\u1ea3n.\"


C\u00f3 g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 trong cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch khi\u1ebfn t\u00f4i nh\u1edb t\u1edbi b\u00e0i h\u00e1t Pale Blue Eyes c\u1ee7a The Velvet Underground. N\u1ebfu ai xem phim M\u00f9a h\u00e8 chi\u1ebfu th\u1eb3ng \u0111\u1ee9ng c\u00f3 l\u1ebd s\u1ebd nh\u1edb \u0111o\u1ea1n hai anh em th\u1ee9c d\u1eady m\u1ed9t bu\u1ed5i s\u00e1ng trong m\u1ed9t c\u0103n g\u00e1c \u1edf ph\u1ed1 c\u1ed5 H\u00e0 N\u1ed9i, nghe Lou Reed h\u00e1t Pale Blue Eyes bu\u1ed3n bu\u1ed3n ng\u1ecdt ng\u1ecdt, n\u00f3i v\u1edbi nhau nh\u1eefng c\u00e2u kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ea7u kh\u00f4ng cu\u1ed1i hay \u00f4m nhau \u0111ung \u0111\u01b0a theo ti\u1ebfng nh\u1ea1c. H\u00e0 N\u1ed9i c\u00f3 l\u1ebd h\u01a1i gi\u1ed1ng m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i l\u1ed3ng, ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta v\u1eeba mu\u1ed1n, v\u1eeba th\u00edch th\u00fa khi \u1edf trong c\u00e1i l\u1ed3ng \u0111\u00f3, l\u1ea1i v\u1eeba c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y ng\u1ed9t ng\u1ea1t, mu\u1ed1n ch\u1ea1y tr\u1ed1n kh\u1ecfi n\u00f3, d\u00f9 ch\u1ec9 trong tho\u00e1ng ch\u1ed1c.


Pale Blue Eyes

The Velvet Underground

Sometimes I feel so happy
Sometimes I feel so sad.
Sometimes I feel so happy,
But mostly you just make me mad.
Baby, you just make me mad.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
...
It was good what we did yesterday.
And I'd do it once again.
The fact that you are married,
Only proves, you're my best friend.
But it's truly, truly a sin.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.


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